Love Poems - my life

i live my life to the full
i stayed awake and thought of life gone by
days pass by
the seasons changes
but the scars in my heart remained the same
i've lived
i've loved
i've lost
and i've won
so much and so much in life that i cant forget
the changes thats been in me
out shone my life in reality
i slipped in life
i tried to fly away
but the past of my life tormented me
i doped, i boozed and i did drugs
still the pain remain engraved in my soul
now as i lay in my bed
i keep thinkin
is this the end or the beginning
where will it lead me to another day
or
to another world....