Love Poems - Feelings

I hide my feelings with Laughter,
but really knowing that inside of me
i cry even though the tears aren't falling from my eyes, and the pain of love shatters into tiny pieces as if my intestines are shriveling together. Why be in love if only loving hurts?
I hide behind brick walls to protect me from the pain of love, but instead my bricks keep falling and this pain keeps holding me down. Why keep building if only it going to fall apart?