Love Poems - ADMIRATION OR LOVE

I never expect that I will feel this way
To a person, that I met a long time ago,
A friend and a classmate in the past
Wherein we meet again in the future

I never expect that I have a special feeling towards him,
I never expect that my love will grow everyday
Every time the people that surrounds me tease me,
My friends, classmates and my family
I don't know if we are really meant for each other
He is good at everything, I am good of nothing.
He is smartest, I don't know if I am smarter too
He can sing, I can sing.
He can dance, I can dance.
But It hurts me a lot to know that I am not the type of girl he like.
But I am still hoping that he could give me a chance to proved that can I be a girl that he wanted too

But I think I could not change, the fact that we are just friends
Maybe I am just enjoying the company of each other.
I love the way he was
I love the way he smile

But even if he is looking and treating me as a friend,
I am still hoping that one day he could open his heart for me
I am so corny but I am not expressive in real life situation,
I will hide this through time pass by... Is this love or admiration??