SORRY
To all you
I love you all and i need you all even if i dont act like it- you all know who you are...i really need you but i cant be with you cos i just mess up so much...it just makes everything worse when im there- dont lie you know it does,so please dont try to make this betterc and 'not hurt me' cos im already more hurt than you could ever imagine.cos you dont need me. im useless now. you dont want me and youre all leaving me and now im alone..noone to love me.left in a grey space where only i can exist. so i want to say goodbye- this is the only thing i can do. im sorry for everything ive done. my friendship group. im sorry aaron.im so sorry.i dont want you to blame yourself for me dying. im the one whos gonna be holding the knife. not you. its my fault i loved you guys trusted you and that broke my heart. sorry.
Livi xx