missing You Dad
It's been 17 days since I last heard your voice, 2 months since I last felt you by my side. for the first time I was too emotional to leave you, yet you gave me a hug and assured me that I will find  you in good health when I get back,  Ill give anything for the smile you last gave me, the smile that said how proud you were of me. I'm missing you it hurts, you were without any doubt the greatest man I have ever known, you taught me to tell the truth, to respect my elders, to love God, to pray and to be compassionate to everyone, these lessons are bearing fruit in my life.
You were my best friend, a gentle, kind and generous soul, I will always remember the sacrifices you've made to keep us happy, the unconditional love you gave. You fought to stay alive, you could have given up long ago, but your love for us made you stay and fight for your life, then without any warning, without giving us enough time to grieve the lost of our loving brother, your son, you also heard the inevitable call from heaven, so you had to comply, loosing both of you in just a two months period, has caused emptiness inside. i really thought nothing could break us apart, there was still a lot I needed to do for you, to show how grateful I am for the struggles you've been through to raise me to a woman I've become, you were everything I ever needed, a perfect dad,  the fact that Iwill not be able to pick up the phone and call you, for counsel, advice, wisdom, encouragement,and for just a laugh makes me afraid. I still need you, I want you back, oh dad this truly hurts so bad,  I hope one day this pain I feel  will go away.  I'm grateful for your last words to me which were my last words to you "I love you" that was just a perfect ending! I miss you, from your daughter Innantia Magcanya