heartbroken
i remmeber the day you spoke to me , it was amazing my world lit up ..you made me feel so special as if i wa son top of the world . you said you loved me like no other and it was us forever , but i learned that it was a lie . i invested my time love and interest into your personality , happiness , i learned everything about you what made you laugh what made you tick , the way you sound before you sleep. i honestly believed you were the one for me . but then it changed you stopped noticing me , you stopped caring for me ..you gave up on what we had . i thought it was special i thought i was special ..you told me that all the time .. i heard i love you's less often ..your beautiful didn't come around anymore. you confided in others instead of me i thought i was the only one thats when i saw it for myself the sneakiness i always knew it would happen it always happens but i didn't think it would happen from you , you promised to never hurt me and now im here crying in tears in pain trying so hard to get you out of the way of everything . i wrapped myself around you and only you , i forgave you for your mistakes and again all you did was degrade me ,made me feel worthless . when times got rough i was ther by your side because of the love that i had for you , we made love you wrapped me in your arms you said i love you , you kissed me and changed my world but then turned upside down when you forgot about us , about what we had , about what we built and turned to everyone else.