falling apart
Aaron,
its weird that i have to do this...
weird that i DO do this but get over it cos im writing this for you.
i need you to realise that i am sorry for the statuses and that i am sorry for everything i hate myself so much it hurts you think i find this easy but my heart is being torn apart. you think you have it bad cos you i stalk you and people always dissing you for it. well its worse for me cos now i have no one behind me as you hate me and my family does and my friends do...everyone does. you dont know what its like so will you just man up and accept my apology. i know youre three years older than me... get over it i have the maturity of an 18 yeqar old and you probably have the maturity of a 15 year old so chill... youre acting like a girl, and i am really angry with you... even though i love you so much. im just a mix of a million different emotions and look i just need a guy to talk to but since you blatently think i am way below you .... i think i'll just settle with talking to george instead who is 3 years older than YOU and hes hotter than you and he doesnt have acne and he doesnt have stupid hair and he doesnt try to look coll cos he just is. and he can bench press over 200kg not 65 kg you idiot and he is ripped and dench and NICE. but i still love oyu. WHAT IS THIS? you are ruining my life cos i cant stop loving you .
Livi x