i only want her in my life

sir mera naam gaurav gajjar hai.. main fy.b.com main padht hu. sir mere class me ek ladki hai jisse mujhe pyar ho gaya hai..par roll no change hone ki wajah se wo baju wale class mein shift ho gayi,dheere dheere maine usse dosti ki aur hum dono ek acche dost ban gaye,hum dono 4 mahine tak sath sath rahe aur mujhe bhi aisa laga ki shayas wo bhi mujhse pyar karne lagi ho,uske liye main naye kapde pehan kar college mein jaane laga,aur dusre hi din se wo bhi saj-dhaj ke college aane lagi,tisre din usne mujhe puchha ki naye kapde pehan kar college kyu aate ho,tumhara birthday hai?to maine majak mein kaha ki nahin ek ladki ko propose karna hai,bas uske dusre hi din se usne mujhe bulana hi bandh kar diya yaha tak ki samne dekh kar muskurana tak chhod diya,phir ek mahine tak usne mujhse baat nahi ki aur maine thidi taqat dikha kar use apne dil ki baat batayi to wo stupid bol kar chali gayi,aur usi din mere dost ne use puchha ki tum gaurav se pyar karti ho?to usne mana kar diya aur jab ye kaha ki tum gaurav se dosti karna chahogi?to usne kaha ko i hate him..sir aaj bhi wo mujhse baat nahi kar rahi hai..please help me usse ye kaise yakeen dilau ki in really love her so much..??