I love him so much .. that it's killing me..!!!

12 years ago

Ummm ... I like this guy from facebook ... o.o; his name is .. umm ... Mayo .....
I know it's weird ... but .... he's just so different .... I've been loving him since last year ...
he already knew that I love him .. (cuz my fb friends told it to him =='') but ... he said ... he only loves me as a younger sister ......
I told him that .. it was just a crush and all ... and I also tld him .. that I don't like him anymore .... but ... as time pass by ... I felt so sad .. and lonely ... but he's always there to cheer me up ... that made me .... love him MORE!!!

I cry every night ... cuz it hurts ... plus ... he found a gf .... he shares everything to me ... he tells me how much he loves this girl and wanted to marry her one day ..... I was like ... cheering him up for her ... but deep inside ..... I WAS CRYING xDD ... I felt so stupid ..........
I just .. wanted to tell him ... how I feel .. but I'm scared ....
what if .. he ignore me ... or maybe .... blame himself for my heartaches ......

I don't know what to do .... should I tell it to him??? or not???

plus ... I just got a bf (his name is Tomoya) ...... he's the best thing that ever happened to me .... but still ... I really REALLY love Mayo .... I love him so much .. that it hurts .....
my bf loves me so much also ... that it guilts me .. for still loving Mayo ....

what should I do???? I feel . so confused ........... please.. help me ........

  • 12 years ago

    plz, yr
    think if u told mayo...tht u love him yet also....he would nt be urs,...coz he already hvng gf, whom he love so much....

    U will losse tht guy also, who loves u d most...if he cum to knw tht u love sum1 else, he will hurted alot....

    So just forget tht guy, moya
    nd start taking interest in ur bf...:)

  • 12 years ago

    hi , ma nam s ...... i m als serch fr a gf ... im als thr n FB als ... if u dnt u cn cnt in ma fb ,,, but as frind ... cz ur stry s lik me nly same t same ,,,,

  • 9 years ago

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