i'm never going to love you, so what's the use?
what's the point in playing a game you're going to lose?
it's never going to end,
do i love you like a friend?
i'm too proud to say "i made a mistake",
i'm a coward until the end...
i need to admit that we're not going to fit,
i'm not the type that you like,
why don't we just pretend?
lies, lies, lies...
i feel bad i don't want her to know...
i want my relationship to be perfect,
don't ever touch me again... i can't... i'm not confused...
it makes me feel depressed
because the only time you open up is when we get undressed
you don't love me, big fucking deal
it's almost feel like a joke to play out a part
when you are not the starring role in this heart
i'd rather walk alone, than letting you play a supporting role
i'll wait for you to open up, to give yourself to me
but nothing is never going to give
i don't want you to belong with me
leave me before i leave you
don't get attached to somebody you could lose.

~Sylvia :3