it took a long time to see and know
that the magnetic attraction i had for you would never go
all those years as only friends
the different paths and the loose ends
has finally made me see, the long ago curiosity, the honest truths, the physicality, the mental compatibility,
... my friend,... it was always more than that to me
i denied and pretended it was just cold fear
that you, my love ... were always right here.
i see the truth. i no longer deny. my heart has loved you all my life.

~trine star