Hey there...

How would I say this? Ok. I'm still not over you. I told my close friends that I've no feelings for you anymore and I thought I did. But actually I don't... I still love you like I've always been for the past 8 years...

I met you when I was 8. And now I'm 20, i'm still loving you... And I guess, I will never stop and always will. You are my first love afterall and loving you is already my habit.

I did the bravest thing tonight which was sending you off in the airport just now. And I didn't cry at all. Maybe because I saw you with her and your family seems to like her very much that I thought I had no rights to cry for you. You looked so happy with her and you cried for her and she did too...

Hafeez, I'm not sure what will happen to me after you come back from UK 3 years later. My plan is I'm gonna use this 3 years time to forget all the memories and prepare myself not to cry or care when I receive your wedding invitation.

I will forget you because deep in my heart I know we're not meant to be together and will never be... Eventhough I went to the same school with you for more than 10 years.

I let you go because that what true love is because you'll never be happy except with her... And I'm happy seeing you happy...

Lastly, I love you.. and goodbye forever.

Love,
Jiiha