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iam in love with a girl....named lakshmi...she is one of my best friends, few months back i reliazed that iam deeply in love with her. but because of illusion that whether it is love or friendship i did not express it to her... now her engagement is fixed at april 5th. yesterday i proposed her.. i thought she would react negatively as her engagement is already fixed.. but she took it very cool.. she said that" u expressed your feelings there is no wrong with it". she said iam her friend 4ever. i think she too love me very much but she can't express as her engagement is fixed... she love her parents very much..but i want her.. i just can't even expect my life without her... we both had a great time in our college life. i don't know wat to do...iam dying here.... please give me some suggestions....