am I a bad person.....

I was in luv with a girl [ prathima ].... FIRST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE .....but she never liked me......she told me that she can't cheat her parents and she will marry the person whomever her parents say.....but I felt that she likes me but scared ...... Accidentally a meet a girl .....only to irritate prathima a just became close to a the girl whom I meet........SECOND MISTAKE OF MY LIFE.....she was very much clear...I knew that she liked me...... this went on for two months..... one fine day I told the truth to her..... I couldn't lie anymore.... neither prathima was irritated......nor I could forget her move on with the new girl....I was stuck..... life has become like hell.....every time I look at my face in mirror I see two person in me. [1] loser. [2] cheater. Plz Give reply.....