love s pain

See only problem that I have I can't express my love towards her I used fun of her often made her angry by the way I just avoided her call but she kept on try my mobile I switched of mobile and often to say I had another girl friend like that but saying truth I don't have any girl friend and bad habits and all just I did for fun . .now only I realized when she left me but no use she said that I am a sadistic person like that