artists love problem

I keep her satisfied in everythings but still need her friends more than me , I look her like a small kid .. But she ignore me much n she be them always .. Wat is my mistake I wanna know .. I completely depend on her but she ignore me in everything .. Don't know why but really its affecting my works n literally am coming down professionally too .. Pls suggest me something coz I cudnt concentrate on my work too .. Faced so many lose in my business...