about my condition

Well loyalty is part of the main foundation of a relationship and you have violated it. Trust lost is trust gone. You have to move on and even if she does give you a second chance you have to pull out all the stops.

This is your fault that u have been unloyal to her and it is natural that if a girl come to know about unloyalty of her bf she leaves her bf so just tell her that now you have realised your mistake and if she can understand about it so she will come back and remember that luv is not a habbit it is a part of your life she had not become your habbit she had become a part of your lyf dat's why u r feeling emty widout her n u r thinking dat this is your habbit.......................................

i have my girlfriend but i have crush on my choir mate and i cant help my sef falling in love with the other girl so whats the best step in my situation right now,i Ned help...

Well...It happens often with most people...The main problem is that you realized your true love for her when she started disliking you...If you want her back with you,you have to win her trust again dear...